Today juz feeling down at the beginning of the day but din show it out at all... haha.. guess back to how i am in the past again.. juz use a smile to cover every feeling i have... is like since this yr or maybe last mid yr... i have juz shown my feeling juz like tat for the tat period.. and guess it affected a lot of people ard me... so im still wondering when can i be the old me whereby i can hide my feeling again wif a smile.. yet.. i have done it haha... i juz hide it today.. till do home.. den burst it all out wif tears.. kinda better for me this way..