04 May 2006 ;
what exactly is the purpose!?!
This question is buggin me since 4 yrs ago?? cox i am a people hu tinks a lot.. hence i will like tink a lot! the question is...'what exactly is moi purpose in this world?' To a SS student.. they might tok lots of craps.. wif those pupose tone..audience and outcome haha... tats a typical SS student when they saw 'purpose' haha.... in the past i tend to tink tat moi purpose is to bring laughter for everyone... makes everyone happi by doin lots of stuffs and maybe funny action tats makes me look like a clown.... everyone might tot tat i am a happi-go-lucky person.. but the inner me is tat i am a unhappi person..much more unhappi person tat u can expected... i dun wish to share at all becox i dun wish ani of moi frenz to be sad becox of me.. i try to accomadate a lot le!there were even times where i try to hurt moiself but theres no courage in me to do it! moi purpose is like make everyone ard me to be happi instead of moiself....but sicne last yr.. i guess lots of u notice moi change..i tend to be more and more 'open' and juz be sad without caring abt ani of u all de feeling le.. cox at tat tyme.. moi purepose is like.. since i lives once in a lifetyme.. i should live for moiself instead of anione else...i tend to hurt someone ard me which i did not wish to be in tat way... i tend to be in a state of depression without moiself knowing it...i tend to hit people.. scold people.. even even sometimes swear which i hates a lot... but this yr i got beta le.. haha will hide moi true feeling again.. be as hapi as i could... force moi self to study without tinking much... drink sometimes.... and will still be entertaining u all wif moi vocal which u all might feel tat it is sometime u all hates... after watching at there blog.. LET ME SING BA!!! haha juz find out tat moi tone for this entries seems a bit serious haha as a SS student go find out de tone ba haha
following the beat;
6:35 PM
hits!
